Please help , I’ve been suicidal since my boyfriend dumped me.

After 3 and a half years with my beau, he broke up on September 30th. He said he was no more happy and needed to be single once more.

I’ve been begging him for as long as two months for another chance however he’s inflexible. Presently, I’ve been having these self-destructive considerations. Off and on again when I’m dozing, my heart simply stops and I truly can’t breath for about 5 seconds. I don’t function regularly any longer.

My companions continue letting me know I will mend with time yet the way I’m feeling, I have an inclination that I will one day simply drop dead. I have cerebral pain every minute of every day just from thinking about him. I’ve attempted, I’ve even gone to chapel, I can’t quit harming or quit thinking of him. Just this weekend I thought of kicking the bucket would be the most ideal way out however I would prefer not to pass on yet but how can I prevent my heart from harming to such an extent. The cerebral pains has turned my eyes to ragged looking red. I can’t live. Help me!